I deserve more

I deserve more
than your half text messages
late at night
When my brain is about to
lose it, lose control
More than the hours
Where I stay and wait for you
I deserve more
than the girl you took out for brunch
today,
I deserve more than
the time you spent on your games
More than the guy i once met
More than time
and space
I crave for attention
The small detailed efforts
to win me over
Dont act too interested,
Like your into my poetry
or the epic sad songs
that i like listening to
Dont tell me your truly feelings,
I might panic and leave
Perhaps you can be honest
When I am super drunk
So, I wont remember
Why my eyes are burning
I deserve more than your lame excuses
the one with the work related
or how your sick, and
that story where you had the flu
I was sitting right behind you
in the corner
having beers with the ladies
So, dont dare
tell me that your sick
I deserve more
I deserve more