Tuesday, July 25, 2017

I will love you

I will love you on the days, you chose not to wake up,
When your bedroom is haunted by negative thoughts,
Where it feels like we are deaf by the colour of our eyes
Where music is making us blind to the core, I will love you
I will be the voice, the inner sound inside of you, but I will be the one kind the motivated voice, i will push you, I will let you be yourself and be glad, I will be the laughter on the other end of the telephone tell you about a memory we shared, I will be your second hand, slowing putting my fingers on your cheeks, lips and down to earth i will make you feel worth it. I will love you
I will love you on the blue days, where you dont want to continue, when you are staring at a blank wall, motionless, emotionless and silent. When everything you ever dreamed about became a scratch on a paper, I will love you, when your defeated, ached and humble. I will love you
I will be your shoulder, your second leg, I will be the thighs if you want to, I will be a healing body that comfort you only, I wont be silent breathing person towards you, i will be an out loud giving you freedom, I will love you,
I will love you when you dont want to love yourself, when your flaws live by you, when you no longer know who you are, I will be with you to remind you of how amazingly you are. I will love you.
I will share with you those dusted torn up photographs, on the night where we kissed, you gave me 7 out of 10
On the night where you gave me that mother of a hell box of fries. On the night where you said "I love you" and got hit by a car, on the night and on the night we shared memories that I dont you to forget, at least not yet. I will love you
I will love you, when your laying down the bed, not being able to move, I will hold your both hands and we will pray together, like a one person yes we will, I will love you even when everybody is gone, even if everyone leaves I will love you to the last close of the eyes.
I will love you, for you, with all the many forms that you have given me in the past life, for all those times where you have held me in the perfect fit as your wife, I will love you. I will love you even if those mother hell machines stops, where that square full of heart beats becomes a straight line, or if those helping people ask me to go away, even if the sun suicide itself,
I will love you.
I will love you with all of my heart, even when you close your eyes and say goodbye, I will love you more and beyond, I will love you,
I will love you, I will still love you and I will never stop loving you, even if your not here with me, even when the room is full of people wearing black, I will love you.
I will love you every single day, when I wake up and your not here beside me, I will love you.
I will love you.
I will always love you

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