You Have Lost me

I Bet your wondering,
Something is off
You are not quite sure,
What it is?
Or why it feels like something has changed
I am different
I am not the same fun girl
You fell for,
I am not a rainbow that brighten
On your darkest days
I have became more reserved
And guess what
I am not even offering you an explanation
I still touch you, but
I  no long feel you
I look at your skin,
but I no longer see you,
We talk for hours,
But I no longer communicate with you,
I could be with you physically,
But mentally, I am gone with the wind
You have lost me,
Yes, it ended when you weren't looking
It ended when the minutes to respond to your text
turned into careless hours,
When I stopped initiating the conversation with you
When enjoying each other company
Turned into awkward silence
You have lost me,
Yes, you would ask me about my day,
Pretend to hear me, but stopped listening
Everything about that became normal to me,
You told me you loved me,
But soon enough, you have stopped showing it
 You were careless with my love,
My worth, time and worst of all,
My heart grew tired of this,
You have lost me,
Left me starving emotionally
You even forgot that I existed in the first place
You have forgot to love me, even
When you are tired,
When you have a bad day
Or when your angry
You forgot to love me,
When I am too difficult to be loved
That's how you lost me