What is it like to be ENFP

They call me the "campaigner"Why?
I overthink every single thing
 I would be laying in bed
Play out scenarios
on worst outcomes and settings.
I spend most of times thinking
creating conversations
deeply  that wont even happen
and explode with emotions
Like they are real!

I desire my quality time 
my "me" era
Yes, I love deep communication
but I love to spare 
Some nights for myself
to recharge my physically
and mentally self slowly
and of course
I am always doubting 
My mind is always racing 
swinging and shaking
I could never make up my mind
leading me to become 
Impulsive 
I am a package with regrets
and sins only
I like to think that I am not, 
But this is me
Yeah, I also talk to much
with my keyboards 
typing letters to create 
a sad piece for people to feel 
things, to make them ache 
in place they never felt before, 
Therefore I am a Spaz
I find excitement in the little things
I get super energetic out of the sudden
my friend would always ask me 
" Chill Sally, relax"
But relaxing is not even my thing
I stress, too much
My body explodes from time to time
I wouldn't even want to hang out
with my friends no more

I struggle, I can not be myself around thee
Therefor I allow myself 
To dress nicely, with no occasion happening
To sip a coffee, by myself 
I enjoy it more than listening 
to friends asking me 
why am I too hyper or
too many sad things.
I am fur ball who is intense 
I am intensely emotional and sensitive

I could listen to a song or watch a movie

and God they would effect me in the heart
I feel things deeply,
People dont understand me, especially
the fact when Simba father died
In lion king, I cried myself to sleep that day
or watching the last episode of Friends
made me so weak, and afraid to make any
This is me
This is my self