Today, I am setting you free

Today,
I am done,
Holding on to you,
On to your memory,
Throwing all love letters,
That I have held so far, too long
Ripping up the pictures, 
We once had,
Throwing out your shirts,
Today,
I am letting 
Letting you go, 
I won’t scroll through 
My camera roll
And see old pictures, 
Of you, of us, of anything else
Or screenshots
Of our conversations, and 
Also the songs we used to love
Today,
Its when I set you free,
When I tell myself,
You were only, 
A part of my life
Nothing else,
Where I move on,
Its about me this time,
My happy ness
Picking up my pieces
In heavily ever after 
Where, I would spend the rest
Of my life being complete
Without someone else
Today,
Its setting my tongue freely,
Not being nervous 
Or anything 
Its setting those butterflies
To the sky in peace
Turning over the thoughts,
Of missing you,


Today, 
I am letting you go,
Not wanting you,
Near or beside my head,
I will be drinking 
My own coffee with 
Two creams, 
and Two sugars,
Today,
I will be healed,
A whole,
A happiness, 
With me,
So, today
I am finally
Letting you go,
Because you and I
are no longer anything,
And holding on to you,
Is making me worse
So, today
I am letting you go,

My Soul

     My soul doesnt want to be loved
    When its only dark time
   I already had enough,
   As a secret lover 
  Like  a childhood trauma,
  Instead,
    Tonight, I would like to be loved, 
   Like your favorite song,
   On the radio
   Like a tattoo in your arm,
 the bitter sweet taste
On a empty whiskey beer bottles
That hit the floor,

My soul doesnt want to be loved, 
When the night is young,
I already went through endless circles,
I had enough,
Instead,
Tonight, I want to be loved, 
Like the stories you tell, 
The warriors before bed,
Like the lips 
before being kissed,
Like the music
With touching melodies in
Tonight,
I command love

I command love, 
limit less
The colourful metaphors
the misfits
I demand talks,
not physically,
I command beauty
selfless
I command love
With no tears
without any fears
I ask for freedom
The canto's
For poetry,
 insanity, I command love