Giving up on you was never that easy but it made my heart hurt so bad

Giving up on you was never that easy
but it made my heart hurt so bad

One day I will be gone

One day I will be gone

You will come straight to my room
but not find me 

It would be super tidy
my things would be gone 

I would be gone

One day when its sunset 

my eyes were no longer be mine
I won't control them 

Therefore I won't wake up
My roles in life will
no more be valuable 

I will be gone 

In the time it would be easier

No emotional words on social media 

or am I too many posts

My existing will no longer be there 

I don't want to be any good now 

I will be gone 

I will be gone 

nothing would stop me from going

Everything that was ever related to me 

will no longer exist

Like I was never there 

Modern Single, dating

we manage to get our heartbroken
It's like an
attachment gift afterwards
Our healing process,
sometimes takes too long
We forget who had hurts us,
so we think we are done healing
but little do we know,
that our closure did not end yet
Part of us is still
looking for the missing pieces,
"the answers"
Therefore when the "one"
arrives, we freak out
We manage to create
incredible excuses and run
Just to avoid
modern relationships,
because we are worried about
wearing our hearts on our sleeves,
acting vulnerable, and
expressing interest.
Therefore we choose to be protected by ourselves alone
and far away from heartache.
Many of us would be
totally fine by texting someone
24 hours, but not in a healthy
relationship, we don't want to cry!
We don't