I will love you

 I will love you on the days, you chose not to wake up,

When your bedroom is haunted

Through negative thoughts,

Where it feels like we are deaf

by the color of our eyes

Where music is making us blind to the core,

I will love you. I will be the voice,

the inner sound inside of you,

and I will be your motivated voice, I shall push you,

I will let you be yourself and glad,

I will be the laughter on

On the other end of the telephone

telling you about a memory we had shared,

I will be your second-hand,

slowly putting my fingers on your cheeks,

lips and down-to-earth,

I will love you on the blue days,

where you don't want to continue,

when you are staring at a blank wall,

motionless, emotionless, and silent.

When everything you ever dreamed about

becomes a scratch on paper,

I will love you when you're defeated,

ached and humble. I will love you

I will be your shoulder, your second leg,

I will be the thighs if you want to,

I will be a healing body that comforts you

No, I refuse to be a silent breathing person toward you,

I will be out loud, I will love you

when you don't want to love yourself,

when your flaws wake up,

when you no longer know who you are,

I will be with you, I will share with you those pictures

we took on Instagram, on the night you gave me a box of fries.

On the night when you said "I love you"

and got hit by a car,

on the night and on the night

we shared memories

I will love you, when you're laying down on the bed,

not being able to move,

I will hold your both hands

and we will pray together,

like one person. Yes, we will,

I will love you even when everybody is gone,

I will love you, till you last close your eyes.

I will love you. I will love you

even if those mother hell machines stop,

where that square full of heartbeats

becomes a straight line, or

if those helping people ask me to go away, even

if the sun suicide itself,

I will love you.

I will love you with all of my heart,

I will love you, and I will still love you

and I will never stop loving you,

even if you not here with me,

even when the room is full of people wearing black,

I will love you.

I will love you every single day,

when I wake up and you're not here beside me,

I will love you.

I will love you.

I will always love you