2018!!!

1/1/

I have loved you once 

It's my forever 

31/12 

I wish I never met you

In fact, I wanted you to 

love me for me, 

In my worst days 

30/12

It's hopeless 

The peace within me 

is purely gone now

29/12

I am waiting for your texts

between the received 

messages, it's hopeless

28/12
I am not sure if I have
any left feelings towards you 

but something in me says that 

27/12

I am ignoring you 

26/12
My world is full now
There is not enough space 

for more people

25/12

I turned 27

I lasted

24/12
What is the different between 

adoring and falling in love?

23/12

It's crowded here 

I can still see you 

standing still 

22/12
It's not my place anymore
it's time to let go

21/12
I emotionally ruined me 

20/12
I now feel things, 
little do you know
I was never made to feel

19/12

I don't want us to meet

out of the bloom

or as a stranger 

18/12
It took you forever to say
"I love you"

17/12
 naruto92@hotmail.com

16/12
I wrote you a thousand letters today 
But I clicked on them 
DELETE!

15/12

I have waited for a certain message, 

but not getting it 

is actually getting it

14/12
I don't want you to text me 
at 3 in the morning 

I want normal during daylight 

13/12
I couldn't nudge you,
you were offline

12/12
I am not hurting 
It does not feel like a bullet
I never got shot 
but surely it wouldn't be that bad

11/12
Nothing is left in me,

what is left are the darkness of the night

10/12
An old friend visited me today
I forgot we know each other 

Dolor is the name of it 

9/12
It rained today 
it rarely rains 

8/12
ENFP

7/12/
" Cars!
the 4 wheels object are so dangerous"
Why would anyone even drive them?

6/12
 Was it me?

5/12
In relationship with dolor 

4/12
Lost without you

3/12
You used to follow me everywhere

2/12
Just another pointless crush 

1/12
My day started amazingly 
It was full of faces 
pale ones 
but a fine day